Sunday, September 25, 2011

mellow

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

hello there the angel from my nightmare the shadow win the background of the morgue the unsuspected in victim of darkness in valley.
we can live jack and sally if you want, where you can always find me, where of halloween and crishtmas and in the night well whis never end, well whis never end.
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

where are you ?
and i'm so sorry, i can't sleep i can't dream tonight i need somebody and always.
the sick strange darkness, come creeping on so haunting everytime and as i started i counted.
webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight ?
stop this pain tonight ?

don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head.
don't waste you time on me you already your voice inside my head!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

and you would have the best of me

i'am sorry


today somehow always came to me feeling depressed, either when I was campus, home, shop, or otherwise. somehow I was always waiting for someone to give a hand to hold my hand, provides a ear to listen to my story that happened, providing her shoulder where I lean on when I cry, provides the heart where I will be anchored when happy or sad. I honestly need someone who can make the spirit through the day, and I always looked forward to coming events. either tomorrow or day after tomorrow atmosphere that I dreamed it would come. home environment is quiet now, no place to play the fatherly eliminate fatigue, no friends who could talk to. Internet just became my escape now, I hate this! I do not want to go on in an atmosphere like this, as my gut explode if remembering all the wonderful events in the past. if I was someone who was never happy? if I can not have the spirit? I wish I was wrong when someone approached me and said that I was wrong. I apologize to everyone that's all I can say right now. sorry I made it like I was doing well. no injuries, no load, no hate, no anger. now I'm walking without a heart, I'm someone who does not have the heart to share. What I have to go from the time? What time should I blame? grow up like this makes me sick, makes me sick. because when I was growing up that no one is there for me to meet tomorrow.

bad mood

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 go the hell motherfucker!!!